"Going to sleep, gotta wake up in 3 hours"

I want...
... to have a good flight and land safely tomorrow.
... my old friends to stick to me. I can't let the distance weaken the bonds more.
... to get on well with M. tomorrow.

Cosmic archive.

14/08/08 I want to...
... write down all the things I want to do or happen in my life.
... be ONLY who I am, not anybody else.
... drop Arts.

15/08/08 I want to...
... write and record my very own song.
... my mother to be happy with her life.

16/08/08 I want to...
... *** to miss me.
... meet ***.
... love and be loved by ***.

18/08/08 I want to...
... know what I am for on Earth
... find a place on Earth for myself to live in. I'm so sick of my current location. And I can't imagine coming back to my parents' house.
... know what to do after IVC.

19/08/08 I want to...
... be connected to the Light.
... keep Pandora (the cat that's lost its mother)
... ***

27/08/08 I want to...
... be happy again.
... this schoolyear to be better than the previous one.
... know whether I really want to come back to UK.

xCasey

To start with.

As for why I'm even starting this diary, I don't even know. It might be happening out of boredom or the lack of space, where I could drop my ideas and reflect on them later. Moreover, I want to figure out what I want in my life and what do I actually need, which of my needs are temporary and which seem to be more solid. To find that out, every night I'm listing 3 things I want in my life. Remembering to do that was a nightmare, so hopefully, I could get into a habit where every time I'm checking my e-mail, I'm logging into blogspot.
The last reason to start this diary is that I want to improve my English. So writing down other things than essays/coursework/etc. every day would be helpful. Apparently, all the stuff I'm doing for college doesn't seem to help anymore.
Anyway, I'll be posting more tonight, as I need to copy all the things I've listed so far.
xCasey.